**Last week I received the "Hottie of the Week" award and I had to write something in the journal for this coming week before passing it on to a different member. This is what I wrote in the Hottie journal!**
WOW! I'm honored to be this week's Hottie! Even though I'm only the 2nd entry in this notebook, I loved reading through the previous entry. I can definitely see how this will be a great motivation too. I have NEVER been one to talk about my weight, but since coming to Weight Watchers I have learned that it's good to do and I love hearing from other people, so here's my story... sorry if you already heard this in a meeting!
I have been overweight since I was probably in elementary school. My parents are both very healthy; my mom was always on my case growing up and I was always humiliated every time she brought it up. When I was in college, she sent me a birthday card with money to join Weight Watchers. I knew she had good intentions, but I was still kind of offended by it. I did end up signing up for W.W. though and went to meetings for several weeks. It was hard for me to keep with the program because I wasn't doing it for myself.
Well, a few years passed and I graduated from school and found myself here in southern California! I knew at the end of 2009 I really had to do something for myself. I signed up for W.W. again and it has been going really well so far! Things are so different this time around. I am doing it because I want to and I actually look forward to the meeting and weigh-in each week. Now that I am living on my own, I can better control what groceries I buy and what food I eat. I was frustrated at first because I wasn't losing very big numbers each week. I'm pretty sure that comes from watching the Biggest Loser! I now realize that although it's very entertaining and motivating, that show is not very realistic. It's okay if I only lose 1 or 2 pounds in a week. And even though it's going slow, it's going! Last week I reached my 5% goal, which is much farther than I got last time I tried Weight Watchers!
Like I said before, I have never liked talking about my weight. But one thing I have loved doing for years is blogging. At the beginning of the year I decided to start a weight loss blog. I doubt anyone really reads it, but it's a way for me to chart my progress and read back on struggles and successes I've had. Feel free to check it out so we can support each other in this journey... www.weighmywords.blogspot.com. Another little thing that is motivating for me is paper clips, believe it or not! I learned this little trick from my first W.W. leader. For every pound I lose I add a clip to form a chain... it's an easy visual way to see how I'm doing and you should try it too!
Believe me... if I can lose weight, so can you!! GOOD LUCK!!